This morning at a little after 7:00 a pike highschool student died in a severe car accident… Carl Battles… a freakin freshman… The 3 freakin week of school… what??? His sister was driving the car and she has been released from the hospital but his older brother is in fatal condition…
Carl was in my homeroom class the first day of school… he and i cracked each other up…
He was on his way to school… they wanted to be on time…
One day hes here now hes not. I’m just so confused. I don’t get it. I DON’T GET IT!!!!
I drove by after my v-ball game the exact spot the accident had happened hours before… Glass was crunching under the wheels of the cars…
I can’t deal with this. My grades are already suffering, my schedule sucks i miss people, and now…?
You probably don’t know him but please pray for the battles family…
So Pike’s JV volleyball team is undefeated… First we beat a school called Brebeuf that Pike hasn’t beaten in over like 15 or more years. Then we had a tournamenton Saturday and we won the whole thing… Its pretty amazing and pretty fun. I might post a schedule on here sometime if you ever want to come to a game… Now i don’t gurantee we’ll win but who knows.
So I have this feeling that i’m losing it. Not like in the sense that i’m going crazy. For the longest time after Palmer died i started to think about my relationship with God more and my life with him. But lately my mind hasn’t crossed that once until now. I feel like there is no time anymore to do any of that…
I slso meant losing it in the connection way. I’m losing touch with alot of peopl.e Or maybe you still no where they live and who they are but your not talking like you used to. I miss the way things were. School is hard. Not only in the academic way but just trying to get it right. Or understanding how to handle things.. After awhile you just start giving in to what everyone else is saying.. Words start coming out that weren’t supposed to. You say things but you don’t realy want them to mean what they did.
I need some kind of something…who know what though…………………………….
“Fall Away” The Fray
“Fall Away”
You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you’re forced to fight it out
You fall away from your past
But it’s following you
You left something undone, it’s now your rerun
It’s the one you can’t erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn’t have to fight
To put a smile back on your face
You fall away from your past
But it’s following you
You fall away
Something I’ve done that I can’t outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there’s something you’ve said that can’t be undone
And you fall away from your past
But It’s following you
You fall away
It’s following you
I can’t even comprehend in my mind that school starts tomorrow…. I’m not too nervous but still!
But at least its closer to being at the brownhouse.
Ican’t write right now, but i will be back… Some stuff on my mind!
So nothin to interesting has been going on lately…Except that i think i broke my finger today in volleyball.. Sucks really bad!
And i can’t believe school starts next week, it feels like yesterday that i was praying for it to be over.
I hope all is well with everyone and i am so excited about the October gathering.
I’m also trying to find a new love for my town and i’m ending up finding a new love for friends and family!!!
love to all!!
I made the JV volleyball team. I am so stoked, and i can’t believe it!
If you live in this area your gonna have to come to my game sometime. Now imagine this picture is a pic of me playing at Standford University….(it is me, just not the right game or jersey)
If you didn’t see the “Cinnaberry” pics there under this post. You should look!
Most of you know that i colored my hair. But some of you haven’t seen it. So i decided to post some random pics, maybe helping you to understand “Cinnaberry.”
This is me and my sister. Just enjoying a nice day at the pool. You obviously can’t see my hair here so i’ll give ya another.
These are my friends Jami and Bella. You probably recognize her as a benna baby. Holding her is the benna nanny and friend Jami, shes basically family to us all. (*Names have been changed*)
Now I’ve grown to embrace my new hair color and i can’t for you outtatowners to see it in person.
LB