En Route

October 22, 2006

Goodbyes Suck…

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 8:07 am

Our time at the brownhouse is slowly winding down. Of course whenever we come we don’t recieve anything less than pure greatness. The beds are nice, the food is great, the people are even better. I hate leaving this here in Cinci, but we’ve got to go sometime. I hate saying goodbye.

I guess life can’t always be perfect with the perfect people beside you. (that does not include my family)
Fall break was pretty nice and its gonna suck going back to school but i have to do it.

Everyone who couldn’t make it here in Cinci this weekend we definetly did not forget to tell all the people that didn’t know you some very embarrassing stories. We missed ya and can’t wait to see you again.

Thanks Kevin and Tracy for your hospitality and just your company.

Peace
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October 21, 2006

If you haven’t read this do it…

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 11:07 am

I posted this a while ago. I don’t know if you remeber but I read this at Palmer’s Wake months ago…
It has really affected me… it comforts me. Take a gander and read.
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Prudentius: Hymn For Burial Of The Dead
“We are incompatible elements joined,
mortal and immmortal. They fuse
in the heat of the Lords forge. Mankind
is fashioned thus. For a time it stays

but the weld, which cannot hold, gives way,
for spirit yearns to rise to the sky
while flesh, which is earth, is drawn to obey
gravity’s stern decree. We die,

and our contrary portions come undone,
but God is good and even yet
will not abandon anyone
who is His servant. Bodies rot

in congeniual mire, and in the grave
the spirit is trapped that, lighter, fights
to rise, assert itself, and live.
For a time, the universe hesitates

but flesh feels a sudden warming. Then
those cold bones twitch and corpses sigh,
reanimated, and rise again,
borne by the heavenly breezes, to fly.

This life is all decline and loss,
fading beauty, waning strength,
and wasting diseases, leaving us
piteous ruins, and yet at length

heaven shall make us whole, repair
our derelict frames, restore, improve,
and make us perfect everywhere.
Why do we mourn, then, those we love

with foolish lamentations? No,
no tears! What we bury here in the earth
is only the seed from which will grow
a fresh green plant. In this rebirth

we cannot doubt, for we believe
in heaven. We gaze down into a hole
in the gentle earth that we see receive
our dead, who issued, body and soul,

from the mouth of God. In faith and trust
we commit to Him who does not forget
His creatures these remains, that dust
the winds may scatter but God shall yet

revive and reassemble. We
will live again and breath His breathe…”

A New Post

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 8:29 am

So the effects of the accident on me and my body have gone down pretty low. Which is really nice seeing as school is becoming harder and harder every day it goes on and the fact that i’ve got to tryout for this club volleyball team and i want to make a really good team
I’m in Cinci right now at the Brownhouse and its awesome. I always feel right at home here with the Rains. Its sad that some people couldn’t make it this time but we are still enjoying the company that had meeted here.
Last night was pretty awesome as well. We went over to the Renee’s house to have dinner and just meet up for some good quality time.
That house is absolutely magnificent. Its really old and you can see that every where you walk (not that its worn and smelly) but i think you know what i mean.
I’ve had to tell a couple more people about the accident and it feels really weird. I don’t have a problem talking about it, but it definelty brings back those what if’s me and my sis have been having and those horrible tears we both cried.
Its weird to remeber that you had a car accident. I’ve always heard about my friends being in car accidents and stuff like that but i never new how much it hurts.
It sucks because i don’t know if i’ll ever have that same trust driving with my sis as we did before. And that doesn’t mean that i’m just blaming her for the accident or that she is a terrible driver its just different.
ITs made me realize though that tomorrow is not promised. But i try not to think about it like that.
One thing thats really changed with me is that i’m basically done being optimistic for right now. I gotta go to eat breakfast…
love to all
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October 18, 2006

Too much…

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 4:36 pm

Theres a little too much stuff to blog about in one entry… so the thing that is bothering me the most is the fact that some of my really good friends that i thought i was gonna see this weekend aren’t gonna be there.
Evans, Bishops, Kecks, i mean whats going on. Though i am gonna have so much fun and quality time with the people that are gonna be there it still sucks you know what.
Well i love all you people who won’t be in cinci this weekend. Love always.
em

October 11, 2006

Scary…

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 5:28 pm

Wow so nothing ever calms down. Please keep my family in your prayers.
This morning me and my sis were in our first accident together, just me and her in the car. We were turning into our school’s parking lot another car came and hit us as we were turning on the passenger side were i was sitting.
My sis is a little shook up, with neck and knee pain. Thankfully!!
I was having a hard time remembering things and couldn’t even remeber when i got ready that morning. I was really scared. THey took me and my sis to St. Vincents to be looked at a little more.
I feel like absolute crap. Me and my sis are pretty badly bruised up and really spooked.
Her car is totally totaled.
Me and her are taken it easy the next couple of days, and making sure nothing else serious happened….

I thank God so much for keeping me and my sis ok and safe. It could have been worse but i’m not thinking about that. Please pray for my parents to not think about it too much and for us to move on.
I dont know whats gonna happen to the car but it doesn’t look good!!!

October 7, 2006

Bad..Bad..

Filed under: En Route — emily @ 8:01 pm

So basically yesterday i decided to make a desicion that at the time i don’t think i realized how much it would really affect me. I don’t know if you know but this year i made the JV Volleyball team and i had been having a hard time with my coach, but anyways at friday’s practice i basically got so frustrated that i walked out of practice. Literally walked out, and now looking back on it i can’t believe i actually did that. Now i have to face my coach and the varsity coach and i don’t know what i’m gonna say.
Oh ya and we only have a week left with two games left.

I have this really awful sick feeling in my stomach all the time…..

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